"A Watched Pot Never Boils"

There's no way Dr. Russell's first test can be right. She's running the second test right now, and then we'll have the proof-I'm not pregnant with Julian's baby. That would be the biggest disaster of my entire life. No, it would be worse than that-my life would be over. Ethan would never forgive me and I'd lose him forever. What the heck is taking Dr. Russell so long? I thought these tests only took a few minutes. Not that it matters anyway. I know what it's going to say-that I'm absolutely, positively, 100 percent not pregnant with Julian Crane's baby!

Thursday, November 29 2001

"Chaos"

What a day! Just when I think everything is settling down and I can finally sign the annulment papers...everything goes crazy again! All of a sudden Luis shows up, attacks Julian, and the next thing I know Julian is aiming a gun at my brother! And then before I know what's happening, I'm on the ground with everyone hovering over me. All I know is that I've never felt so dizzy before in my entire life. My God, can anything else possibly go wrong? Don't even say, Theresa...remember you still have to sign those annulment papers!

Wednesday, November 28, 2001

"Ouch!"

Thank God I got here before Julian could tell Ethan about us sleeping together. That's one less thing to worry about. I must say, all this stress is really starting to take a toll on me. I've never had stomach pains like these before. Now I understand all those magazine articles in Cosmo about how your mind can affect your body! I think I'm going to have an ulcer by the time I sign those annulment papers. Speaking of, I just want to sign those papers, get out of here, and lie down for a nice long nap.

Tuesday, November 27, 2001

"Wherefore Art Thou, Julian?"

I have to find Julian right away. Thank God Whitney made me realize that he could slip up and tell Ethan about us sleeping together. That would be the biggest disaster ever. Not only would Ethan freak about the fact that we slept together-he'd freak that he was hearing it from Julian. And I know exactly what would happen next...Ethan would kill Julian on the spot! Okay, there's no time to waste. I have to find Julian and give him the 411. Or we're all doomed!

Monday, November 26, 2001

"Moving Forward"

I know Mama and Whitney think I should have told Ethan the truth, but I just couldn't! If he found out Julian and I slept together, it would really be over between us...this time for good! I couldn't take that chance-not after he forgave me for marrying Julian. I really feel like when he forgave me, it was like a "fresh start" for us-and there's no way I'm going to blow that fresh start. The only thing to do is to put the whole mess with Julian behind me-including waking up next to him in Bermuda-and move on. And the first step to doing that is signing the annulment papers, which have finally arrived at the mansion! I can't wait to put my signature on the dotted line!