"That's What Friends are For"

Thank God for Whitney. I don't know what I'd do without her. She shows up whenever I need her most-which, of course, seems to be quite often. Anyway, it really helped to talk to her before and just get everything off my chest. And she was right that we should go back to my house. It wasn't doing me any good to stay at the hospital at the slight possibility that Ethan would come back. It will be much better for me to be at home. Then I can get in my pajamas and curl up with a pint of Ben and Jerry's. And hopefully Whitney will stay and listen to me talk about the fact that my life has fallen apart...

Thursday, November 15, 2001

"My Worst Nightmare"

My life is over! I've lost Ethan. I know it-I saw the look in his eyes when he ran out of here. I've never seen him look so hurt, so betrayed-and it's all because of me. How can I have caused the man I love such horrible pain? It doesn't matter how...the fact is, I did. And now he's never going to forgive me for what I've done. I've lost the man I love forever.

Wednesday, November 14, 2001

"The Clock is Ticking"

If Dr. Russell can just keep Ivy away from Ethan for a few minutes, I'll have time to tell him the truth. Maybe if he hears it from me, it won't be so bad. This could be my only chance to save my relationship...to save my entire future.

Tuesday, November 13, 2001

"Revenge of the Socialites"

Something bad is happening...I can feel it. Gwen and Rebecca are acting way too smug, like they know something. Could they know about my marriage to Julian? How could that be? But if they do know, then everything is over! It's bad enough that Ivy knows...but if Rebecca and Gwen know, they will stop at nothing to destroy me. They've hated me ever since Ethan chose me over Gwen-they've always wanted revenge. Okay calm down, Theresa...you don't know that they know...so don't fly off the handle until you know for sure. God, I sound like that "Friends" episode where everyone is finding out about Monica and Chandler's relationship...except this is not funny at all!

Monday, November 12, 2001

"Rocking My World"

What a night! As if things weren't bad enough already, we all could have been killed in that explosion. God, how did that even happen? I must have the worst luck in the entire world. Especially since, on top of everything, Ivy is still holding onto that fax-even after the room blew up! Why, oh why, couldn't that fax have burned up in the explosion? Then all of my problems would be over. Fate just doesn't seem to be on my side these days. But that has to change soon...doesn't it?