"A True Miracle"

I thought my marriage to Julian was all just a crazy nightmare...leave it to Whitney to snap me back to reality. And while it is a nightmare-it's also all too real. But I'm not going to think about myself and this crazy mess right now. What's most important is getting downstairs and being there for Luis and Sheridan. It's such a miracle that Sheridan is alive and they will finally be reunited. I can't wait to see the look on Luis' face when he sees Sheridan for the first time. I better hurry downstairs!

Thursday, September 20, 2001

"Dream Diary Entry #1"

I had the most awful dream...thank God Ethan was here to tell me it was nothing but a nightmare. It was so strange-I actually married Mr. Crane! And we were both acting so strange...it was nothing like how we are in real life. It was almost like we were drunk or something-could you even imagine that? I wonder why I would dream that Mr. Crane and I got married. I guess Freud would have something to say about it. But as far as I'm concerned, it doesn't mean anything. Ethan and I are going to get married as soon as possible. He's the only man I've ever wanted to spend my whole life with-the only man I would ever marry!

Wednesday, September 19, 2001

"Happily Ever After"

I'm so tired...so incredibly tired...but I'm so glad I woke up for just a little bit. Ethan, Luis, and Chad are alive! I just knew they were. I knew in my heart that they couldn't be gone. And now that we know Sheridan is alive too, everything is perfect. We can all finally live happily ever after...that is, after I go back to sleep.

Tuesday, September 18, 2001

"Smells Like Teen Spirit"

I just had an interesting thought...this can't be how normal girls in their late teens spend their time. Can it?

Monday, September 17, 2001

"A Letter to Ethan"

Dear Ethan,

I hope you know that I would never, ever intentionally hurt you. I love you more than life itself. But I have hurt you through the mistakes I've made. I wish I could take them all back, but I can't-so there is nothing left to do but tell you the truth. Oh Ethan, I've done something terrible. It all started when I came down to Bermuda to ask Mr. Crane to take you back into the Crane family. I thought I could help repair the damage I did when I scanned your mother's papers into my laptop. But I only did more damage. Once I found Mr. Crane, I tried to convince him over dinner about why he should take you back. He kept giving me champagne, and I kept drinking it hoping that if I just stayed with him long enough, I'd be able to persuade him. After a while, the details become foggy as I drank more and more...so I might as well just come out and tell you. I don't remember what happened, but somehow I married Julian! I know it's too horrible to imagine, but it's the truth. And I can't have lies between us anymore, Ethan-I had to tell you the truth. I just hope our love is strong enough to overcome this. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me because I love you more than anything in the world.

All my love,
Theresa

WHY DO I HAVE A FEELING I'M NEVER GOING TO SEND THIS LETTER?